Something is holding us back
Another soul glittering in the dark…
this is the beginning of the end of the beginning
why is every step i take so damn hard? why i cant get the love? why is it gettin so far?…i dont want it to end like tis. after all i been waiting all this time for the one and only, and this is the final result?
im so enrage! im so dissapointed. im so hurt…
there must be a way, they should be away. This is a new age. why must an obstacle that should’ve been obsolete still stand between us. Not fair at all…
Yet the elders has spoken…
I never saw the threat coming, there’s so much holding us back.
I stand witness that some succeeded, some burn in failure. I never thought that I’d be the next victim especially in this age. Truthfully i dont blame anyone, but its just too disappointing for everything to end like this. The feeling of lost is so great that i cant accept it.
After all my reasoning. Accepting all kinds of people for the way they are. why are they treatin me like this. Am i in still not enough. Need i do more ?! I will do it even though i have to sacrifice everything. I’ll do it but where’s the faith. where’s the fair chance? Others did nuthing yet they gain more…Why some so easy to do it,easy to get love, easy to break heart, easy to play with love, easy easy, easy….
They get their faith, but where is mine? Why there’s no faith?
i do what ever it takes… after all we’ve been through and this is what we get?
Why must we sacrifice this precious thing that we have for the sake of others who didnt even care for us.
there must be something wrong here…
Why must we have to loose everthing…im sorry, i still didnt believe that this is the only way…I gonna prove it. Perhaps the only thing that i lack before is the ultimate desire. Now i have it coz im a change man. This dream aint gonna vanish.
Dont worry, i’ll care the love thats why im gonna save that love, save her…Aware that i’ve been fighting for so long. See that i’ve got some battle wounds from this.
Im not a paladin, im not a wizard, hell im not a barbarian! Im a fighter, Im a god damn bloody fighter!!
There’s war in my mind, blood on my hands and love in my head
i aint gonna give up. This is the path i take. There’s no way i stop in the middle of the road, bleeding and turn away…
Frankly im in berserker rage and the preparation are being made. I’ll make an ambush from the silent stoppage of time. I said and i told love that she is magical bcoz you ‘love’ do this to me. Thus i wont dissapoint the love, like the way they lose faith in me. Im change in a good way.
This war aint over yet…
Sometime us stop and wonder for the road not taken. What if we chose this road. However by doing that we aint goin nowhere. Past mistakes is a way we learn but we must kept goin for the road ahead and solve this maze that we’re in. Try your best to avoid the trap. Run on the wall if you have to.This also applied to me.
These battle wounds gonna cry if i stop. The blood pulsating thru it vibrate and makes me feel the hurt
Thus it doesnt matter how much of my own blood im gonna spilt, this war is far from over
i cant stop coz i dont want to stop. the reason is, I love loving her
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